MEXIRICAN DREAMS

I made this huge leap into the unknown and now I miss the familiar. Why did I do it? I feel like I'm going to fail because I don't have the energy to be all about succeeding this time. I used to be but I would like to enjoy my life too. I noticed that work needs to be balanced for me. I need to have a support system that I can call and they call back. I hate voicemail tag. I miss my old life. Is it bad to show the white flag so early even though you know they need someone who is more committed than you are?