MEXIRICAN DREAMS

Day by day my anger and hurtfulness is lessening. He asked me yesterday why I was looking for flights to Austin. "Because I want to go home. And because I was mad at you. It's just like you who threatens to go for a drive when you get mad. But I have to go fly home and you don't want that because if I do and say mean things about you to my parents then they won't like you. You will never be invited to Austin to visit."

I just hope he understands, and I understand, that we are the ones that hold us together and to not let outside cacita smell up our shoes.

God, I love him. Even when he threatens to blow his snot on me.